I am the Goddess Inanna. I am here Dear Ones to help you to claim your BIRTHRIGHT TO BE HAPPY! Returning you to a remembrance of Love and Kindness, moving you toward Wholeness (Holiness).
Thursday, April 4, 2013
YOU HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE
I have been spending much time over the past month deliberating how to fulfill my purpose. I am a spiritual teacher. I am an empathic healer, I work with the Divine Feminine Energy to assist others in bringing balance into their lives. I have been doing this for many years, over 30 years to give you a close number.
I have known for a very long time that I need to put my thoughts down for others to read, for in so doing, my words would open a person to investigate making new choices which in turn will lead them into a happier life. A life filled with passion and joy.
My problem has been my own doubts. What can I possibly say that would help someone else. Oh, I know that I have been doing this for years, working with clients one on one is different than just spewing forth in a more general manner. As I work on a person one on one spirit reveals to me what the person needs to hear, where I need to work on their body, who might be present to assist them on their path of healing.
When it comes to just sitting down and writing all of a sudden I get a block and feel insecure while at the same time, it really is no different, the words still flow, spirit fills me and here I am writing.
The quote at the top is for my benefit in writing this. I must move forward, I have stayed stagnant for much too long arguing with myself, because I know for a surety the Gods do not argue with you.
One choice carries the power to move mountains. To change the course of your life to fulfill the measure of your creation. This is power unlike anything of a temporal nature. I know this to be so true from my personal experiences. Each time I have finally given up my resistance to what spirit has been telling me for sometimes years, I discover that my life would actually have been easier had I surrendered much sooner. So here I am, saying 'yes', and it feels good and the words are flowing. What a concept ~
I was reading Carolyn Myss this morning, in her new book Archetypes she was talking about Abraham Lincoln having the archetype of a 'leader'. He knew in his youth, she wrote, that he was born for some great purpose. I believe we all have such feelings inside of what it is that we would do if we had the courage to step out and fulfill it. Often life will take a twist or a turn, a serendipitous coincidence. Because the Universe is governed by Law, we cannot outrun our those thoughts, feelings, dreams that come to us at moments of quietude.
I have not been trying to outrun my purpose, yet, I have been avoiding it. I have allowed other things to get in the way of writing, yet my feeling small and inadequate will not change my purpose. I have found that it is becoming stronger as I mull it over in my mind and ask the question, "How do I do this?". I am told it is much simpler than it looks. I am to put one foot in front of the other each day and risk what I think and do that which I know is important.
That Dear Ones, is exactly what is intended for you to do also. What ever it is that is calling to you, is what you must answer to. You already know within your heart of hearts what that is. Be willing to take a look at it and to make the choice to enter into the arena. Nothing is ever accomplished by those who sit on the sidelines, as I have been know to do over the years.
The one choice I made over three years ago has propelled me into taking more risks than I have ever imagine. I volunteer to do things I used to avoid. I have found fulfillment in my music, which I find interesting. As I sit and play the piano even for my own enjoyment, there is much more emotion within the notes than every before. I am learning to stand in the Truth of Me, not asking for validation, nor needing validation from anyone. I have an inner peace which fills me with joy as I follow the beat of my own heart and live my life according to my purpose without regard to what someone else might think. That is freeing, I know understand the statement that the truth will set you free! It certainly does.
Let us each choose to more into our passions and our purposes for this will help to bring balance to the world for we will cease blaming others and taking responsibility for ourselves.
As I have been listening to spirit the last few days I have been impressed to be totally visible in the world. To be totally visible, one must be willing to share all facets of oneself. We are all full of the opposition and we carry the possibility of bringing forth either good or evil. My personal choice is to bring forth 'good', light and healing. It is to also bear witness of my faith in Jesus Christ as the Master Healer. He is the original Meta-physician and he said to us, "physician, heal thyself".
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Simple Acts of Kindness -- Powerful Acts of Grace
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
THE POWER TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE
I have been spending much time over the past month deliberating how to fulfill my purpose. I am a spiritual teacher. I am an empathic healer, I work with the Divine Feminine Energy to asisst others in bringing balance into their lives. I have been doing this for many years, over 30 years to give you a close number. I have known for a very long time that I need to put my thoughts down for others to read, for in so doing, my words would open a person to investigate making new choices which in turn will lead them into a happier life. A life filled with passion and joy. My problem has been my own doubts. What can I possibly say that would help someone else. Oh, I know that I have been doing this for years, working with clients one on one is different than just spewing forth in a more general manner. As I work on a person one on one spirit reveals to me what the person needs to hear, where I need to work on their body, who might be present to assist them on their path of healing. When it comes to just sitting down and writing all of a sudden I get a block and feel insecure while at the same time, it really is no different, the words still flow, spirit fills me and here I am writing. The quote at the top is for my benefit in writing this. I must move forward, I have stayed stagnant for much too long arguing with myself, because I know for a surety the Gods do not argue with you. One choice carries the power to move mountains. To change the course of your life to fulfill the measure of your creation. This is power unlike anything of a temporal nature. I know this to be so true from my personal experiences. Each time I have finally given up my resisitance to what spirit has been telling me for sometimes years, I discover that my life would actually have been easier had I surrendered much sooner. So here I am, saying 'yes', and it feels good and the words are flowing. What a concept ~ I was reading Carolyn Myss this morning, in her new book Archetypes she was talking about Abraham Lincoln having the archetype of a 'leader'. He knew in his youth, she wrote, that he was born for some great purpose. I believe we all have such feelings inside of what it is that we would do if we had the courage to step out and fulfill it. Often life will take a twist or a turn, a serendipitous coincidence. Because the Universe is governed by Law, we cannot outrun our those thoughts, feelings, dreams that come to us at moments of quietude. I have not been trying to outrun my purpose, yet, I have been avoiding it. I have allowed other things to get in the way of writing, yet my feeling small and inadequated will not change my purpose. I have found that it is becoming stronger as I mull it over in my mind and ask the question, "How do I do this?". I am told it is much simpler than it looks. I am to put one foot in front of the other each day and risk what I think and do that which I know is important. That Dear Ones, is exactly what is intended for you to do also. What ever it is that is calling to you, is what you must answer to. You already know within your heart of hearts what that is. Be willing to take a look at it and to make the choice to enter into the arena. Nothing is ever accomplished by those who sit on the sidelines, as I have been know to do over the years. The one choice I made over three years ago has propelled me into taking more risks than I have ever imagine. I volunteer to do things I used to avoid. I have found fulfillment in my music, which I find interesting. As I sit and play the piano even for my own enjoyment, there is much more emotion within the notes than every before. I am learning to stand in the Truth of Me, not asking for validation, nor needing validation from anyone. I have an inner peace which fills me with joy as I follow the beat of my own heart and live my life according to my purpose without regard to what someone else might think. That is freeing, I know understand the statement that the truth will set you free! It certainly does. Let us each choose to live more from our passions and our purposes for this will help to bring balance to the world for we will cease blaming others and begin taking responsibility for ourselves.
Friday, January 4, 2013
The Enchanted One ~ Sheila Applegate
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Is Healing really possible?
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Secrets
SECRETS
There were always secrets in my family. I didn't know that in the beginning. It is something I learned as I grew up, became a woman, a wife, and a mother. As a young mother, I had no idea of how the genetic codes also affected behavior. I had always believed behavior to be entirely environmental, I have since learned that this is not so.
As a teenager I had made a vow to myself, “I was going to raise my children in such a way that they would be kept safe from all manner of abuses that I had suffered as child.” I knew that I had enough love, what I didn't know is how deep and how far back the abuse went in my family genetics. It had been there for generations and I was not able to prevent those same abuses from being passed down, in fact, some of them, the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual ones, I perpetuated much to my regret.
In the mid-1970's I was put on a drug for depression, I began to gain a lot of weight and was always exhausted due to the drug. In the early 1980's as I began to investigate healing and pray for healing for the deep depression that I found myself in, I was guided to alternative healing modalities that went deeper into the psyche, and included going into the cell tissue of the body, this changed the DNA by releasing the cell memory stored in the cell tissue. This was absolutely amazing to me. I was fascinated and began searching for truth and healing. How did the body heal, how did Jesus Christ as 'The Master Healer' perform his miracles? He said, “This, and more shall you do.” Would I be able to heal myself? These were my questions, and the alternative modalities were my answers.
I had a sister who was also involved in healing herself. As a child I had never liked this sister, I thought she was selfish, and lazy, I found this was not the truth about her. We became good friends and she became my healing partner. We took classes together, worked on each other and shared our 'secrets'. Our secrets were very similar, in fact they overlapped. Not in every detail nor did they share interactions with the same people, but in the events that we had kept secret. I had been filled with shame, thinking it was my fault and if I could just be 'gooder' these things would stop. Not True! I was not at fault and essentially neither was the perpetrator, a child just two years older than I was. It had to come from somewhere else and taught to the perpetrator.
As my sister and I shared our stories, and talked with a cousin who grew up on our road, we began to discover a thread that wove through our abuses. We also discovered that our parents were not able to take a stand and tell the parents of the children who were our perpetrators because, “They had to live with these people, they were their 'friends and neighbors'” Secrets, are kept by those who believe themselves to be victims and therefore they are powerless to change a situation. We learned where and how the abuse had been perpetuated.
Secrets and more secrets ~
As my parents were approaching the end of their lives, they had set up a Trust to protect their assets that at their deaths their children could inherit equally. This is what we had been told for many, many years. Suddenly when the 'Trustees' were given control of the Trust, we non-Trustees were told that things were non of our business and that they didn't want to tell us, they didn't have to tell us and they were not going to tell us. More Secrets ~
Two years before my mother passed a huge secret came forth, it blew my mind. My mother's father was revealed as 'the father' to my Aunt's illegitimate child that she had been forced to give up for adoption in the early 1900's. There was much shame attach to children born our of wedlock and the story was told that the father was a man who was married and had great responsibilities and therefore she had to give the child up. She was not given a choice as girls are now given. My aunt lived with this secret her whole life, her life was cluttered, she was a hoarder and so out of control, yet on the outside she 'tried' to control. She tried really really hard to be a good person to compensate for her hidden secret, she felt it was her fault.
IT WAS NOT ~
This is one example of the sins of the fathers' being passed down to the children. Children willing accept responsibility for their parents anger and rage, thinking that it is their fault. It is only through personal choice and accountability and coming into a oneness with the Divine and claiming atonement will one be able to heal these patterns, and change their life.
As I met this part of my extended family, I was amazed at how profound the genetic resemblances were. My cousin not only physically looked like my aunt, she walked like my aunt, and talked with the same inflections in her voice and used some of the exact phrases that my aunt used. My cousins' children were close to my age, I found that they carried the same emotional baggage as I did, as well as, my other cousins on my mothers' side of the family. It was like a De Ja Vu. They had experienced very similar abusive situations as I had. I felt connection, compassion, and empathy.
One of the main avenues of healing requires that those things which have been denied, kept secret, be revealed. Not all of these secrets are limited to families. Secrets are kept by cultures, religious orders, communities, nations and individuals.
In my case, it became very apparent to me that my 'family secrets' held keys to release me from the terror and fear that had gripped my life up to that point. I had always controlled my life by clinging to false beliefs that 'if', I could set my boundaries I would be safe. I found myself, always on the run, quitting, making excuses, avoiding and hiding; all ways of deflecting the pain and the responsibility for my life to someone or something else.
I now realize that this was extremely dis-empowering and it led to many of my health issues. Our lives are so interconnected, we must learn to integrate our mind, body and spirit into the oneness that is offered by the Divine, The Atonement.
It is through facing our fears and looking deeply into our lives, choosing to release, forgive and claim the Atonement can we move forward into a productive life filled with the Joy that we seek. For the Joy that we seek is seeking us.
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